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*THE FINAL CURTAIN*
june25th,10:40pm>this is the final entry. i feel as though i am not being fair. this is for the inviduals who wants to know why the reaction has ended. the reason? communication. the reaction has been the one place i could go to every single night to write down my thoughts and worries and feelings and all that kind of stuff. and it has been a great ride and it has also provided me with some therapy in some sense. but i've been noticing the last few entries has been me going down on people without them even knowing. and i am so strongly against the whole idea. but the funny thing is, it actually took me a long time for that fact to hit me on the head. it's a whole communication breakdown thingee that i'm trying to avoid. the reaction has suddenly became a tool and not a platform. i don't want to write about some guy or girl who i despise or like and give him a nickname so he or she won't find out. there's no solution behind that whole idea. at this point, i would rather tell that person i hate his/her guts or whatever and have me being fucked than writing about it on an online journal. to me, that's just taking a step back. the fact is, i love human interaction cos that is far more real and honest and it's all fucking good,you know? maybe i am making a mountain out of a molehill, but this is just how i feel. deal with it.
well anyway, the reaction hasn't ended, it has just moved to a better place. so i guess this is it. the big closure. thanks again for tuning in. you've been a great audience. one love. xoxoxo
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june10th,4:36pm>
i don't know why i feel the need to do this but this may be my last entry to the reaction. i may or may not update this but i don't know....certain things have made me realise that the reaction have overstayed its welcome. i don't know. so just wanna say thanks to everyone who have been reading and keeping up to date with my life. thanks so much. especially to numbness who did a great job in designing the way it has looked for the past couple of months...and to my pitas buddies....hashish,unfall,beatnik,marigold,soybombs,plasticknive,zee and numbness. thanks so much. i've moved to a better place i guess....where nobody knows who i am. its better that way...at least for me. love you with all my heart.xoxoxothereaction
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